My journey thus far

I became a christian really young, but it is only recently that I am beginning to realise what being a christian really means. My journey in this faith has taken me many places. In the body I am been waited upon by those who wait on kings; I have also been in the dumps facing horrible physical and unhygenic conditions. In my mind I have excelled and contended with the leaders of the intelligensia; but I have also been stumped being incapable of rational thought. In the spirit I have lighted upon things too glorious to communicate in words; but I have also been repulsed at the very profession of faith.

I have had tremendous boldness and overcome seemingly insurmountable odds and obstacles; and I have had utter terror filled that have caused my insides to turn out. I have enjoyed great health; and really bad health. I have had great friends; and pretty shitty ones too.

Throughout all this the only thing that has remained constant is God. I haven't. As sure as the sun rises every morning, so certain is his love for me.

Tomorrow I face a number of challenges that I fear I may not be able to endure. I've been through similar situations and always made it out by the skin on my teeth. I will endure the challenges, hoping that somewhere along God will meet me. But the truth is that he has already gone ahead of me.